sincerest apologies to all

sorry to you whom i've in any way hurted or offended, whether intentionally or unintentionally. I know i've caused a lot of trouble in the past, even now. I know that the words and judgements i've made had caused alot of emotional scars of the heart which i've hurt and will never heal just with a simple sorry, therefore i'm not asking for forgiveness. The least i can do is to say sorry. I know what kind of person i am, and as i try to understand myself more, i find that there is absolutely nothing which i can be proud of myself, and all the things i see inside are either evil or rotten. I'm sorry to say this if it's not for God who loved me first i would have ended my life long ago for there is no point living anymore. So i'm sorry to say that i'll be living as long as i can as God allows me to. If i do cause any harm again to you intentionally or unintentionally in future, do keep in mind that i'm nothing but dirt and dust, something which you can wipe off easily. So just spare me the little humility i had left. I've learnt my lesson.