Tomorrow got Katakana and Hiragana test. Haven't study yet. Die...

Stop pretending already... I'm really down and low in spirit. Sometimes i really wonder what am i good at. i really don't fit in to work. Sometimes the terms seemed so relevant and normal to other people where it never makes sense to me. My ideas never make sense to people and they question my working ability. Perhaps not a suitable job? It's only a polite way of saying that i suck. I know i shouldn't be worrying about this but currently it's just a bit too headache for me to think logically right now. Going out for a walk to ease my mind a bit. Lord please help me.