Enough is enough... please let me go for good

4:26 am. I can't sleep. I'm confused. I'm lost. I'm can't seem to find a solution to my problem. After 4 years of false hope, everything turns back to square 1. It's okay. I've already know it will come. I accept my fate. I'm willing to start over again. But you, haven't had enough fun of wasting my 4 year's time? How long more do you intend to mess with my life? If you weren't my father i wouldn't had respected you then way you should be deserving, i honestly tell you this. All i want is, let me decide my own future and please don't try to help me by giving me any more "helpful" suggestions when you as a father for 22 years still do not understand his own son. I've already got you what you wanted so is that enough to feed your ego? your son is an IT graduate now. Happy? Proud? Please, you had already caused enough disturbance to my career path so please for God's sake leave me alone.

Me being harsh? Try stepping into my shoes damnit.