Wednesday, September 26, 2007

It's been a while since I've honestly wrote a post. Had been trying to go off-topic into huge guitar collections and crap just to divert my attention and trying to give myself some breathing space and time to cool off the mounting pressure.

My house mate will be flying off to US soon, packing her stuff now, hopefully i will be able to move in within a week or two. Can't wait to have my own room. There's so many things i wanted to do but at the moment i can't. I'm stranded from any available space and privacy, and the hot and stuffy air on the living room upstairs really killing off my mood in getting things done. Haven't really been comfortable staying in KL all this time. No wonder i miss home so much.

Came across Sugizo's journal. Pretty interesting. Finally able to get to read about his daily life, his thoughts and his feelings and getting to know the REAL personality of him. Compared to the arrogant and show-off attitude rocker SUGIZO whom i used to see during his visual kei era in LUNA SEA, i was surprised to note that he is a person who is humble, deep in thoughts and feelings, has his ups and downs, struggles with the difficulties of life finally able to find the right path to channeling his energy to his music now in a positive way.

It's interesting to note that he now has a different approach to his music and also a different way of embracing life. The songs he writes now focus on humanity, saving the environment and peace. He's a humanity, anti-war and environmental activist and is actively involved in making public awareness of preserving the earth and peace to the nations.

I'm really proud of him the fact that he's aware of himself as a public figure and he knows that he has a responsibility to make sure that he can influence people in a right and positive way. He has turned from a self-centered bitter person into a sensitive caring person who always put others first, that coming from a J rocker.

I'm not too sure but i think he's a Catholic. After all the effort made in putting his life and purpose right, I really hope that God will touch him and save him one day and show him the real purpose in life and will use him to channel his energy in the right way, which is to spread the gospel. Keeping him in my prayers. God bless you Sugizo.

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