Saturday, February 11, 2006

Reason

August 5th, Saturday not a cloud in the sky
from the top floor of this building if I notice,
I'll inform of our parting

August 3rd, Thursday in my heart, a wound
the 6th wound it becomes torn, everything is broken everything

the first time we met, I noticed my own foolishness
always unbelieving of people wounding people
why didn't I learn of my love for you
having done this I cannot seem to forget this love
but


I believe in happiness I don't seem to notice


alone I was crying I didn't seem to understand you

more than this more than this I don't want to be hurt
but only now, it's only you that I wanted to love

there's a time I made sure to forget, but now I want to hold you close

I believe in happiness I knew your past
I cannot forget in spite of you

more than this more than this I don't want to be hurt
but it's only you I cannot hold closely, reassuringly

August 5th in a sunny sky with no clouds
already this is the end spread across the ground, staring at myself

"I embrace you" "I stare at you" "I love you" "I will remember you"


Since now is the Valentine season where love is in the air, may this special day be filled with hatred. What a lame reason to celebrate.