Enough is enough... please let me go for good

4:26 am. I can't sleep. I'm confused. I'm lost. I'm can't seem to find a solution to my problem. After 4 years of false hope, everything turns back to square 1. It's okay. I've already know it will come. I accept my fate. I'm willing to start over again. But you, haven't had enough fun of wasting my 4 year's time? How long more do you intend to mess with my life? If you weren't my father i wouldn't had respected you then way you should be deserving, i honestly tell you this. All i want is, let me decide my own future and please don't try to help me by giving me any more "helpful" suggestions when you as a father for 22 years still do not understand his own son. I've already got you what you wanted so is that enough to feed your ego? your son is an IT graduate now. Happy? Proud? Please, you had already caused enough disturbance to my career path so please for God's sake leave me alone.

Me being harsh? Try stepping into my shoes damnit.

My final baby

Finally... after waiting for 6 months of shipment from Japan to Singapore, 14 hours journey from KL -Johor to and fro, risking the chance of my friend taking my baby pass the malaysian customs and me potentially getting robbed in Johor, i finally got my baby safe and sound back home. It's the guitar i was hoping to own all my life: ESP Sugizo signature S1. I've been drooling over this guitar for 4 years. I never thought that i could ever own it because the local guitar stores here are kind enough of not helping me to order it from Japan. Well all credit and thanks to my friend in Singapore who helped me to order and put the down payment for the guitar. Welcome into the family... S1, F250, Aria Pro II.... I love you all always...