Wednesday, November 16, 2005

broken lives, broken hearts, He will make them whole...

Woke up at 6.30 am today. Had a wierd but sad dream about Diana Ross's song called "When you tell me that you love me". Although it may sound kinda odd to you readers but the lyrics of the song somehow meant something really precious. To me it was not the normal kinda song i would listen to and the song you sing to your beloved sweetheart. It was more than that, something i want to cry out to someone important... God... My Lord Jesus.

This is something what i felt in my heart:

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

Then somehow i felt that God said:

Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

my next expression was like:

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

God somehow said again:

Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

i felt that what my heart's crying out was:

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

and God's final answer to me was:

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

i somehow woke up in tears. Not the kind of morning i would expect before going to class. i felt really sad. i needed God more than ever in my life. My heart crys out for Him so loud that it hurts. Maybe i'm starting to get carried away by something else again. But above all thanks be to God for speaking to me. It's gladness and healing to be able to listen to His voice. If you feel that you want to pray for me as you read this blog, i do really appreciate it very much. Thanks for your prayers. God bless you.

2 Comments:

Blogger !+'S N.+ $. ME said...

Dear Lord Jesus!

As u heard his heart crying out loud to get free from this emotion and body suffer!
Lord u give him strength, you comfort him with ur words, you holy spirit! You do ur miracle work in him, so that he will turn away from sin and run towards u more and more holy he will be, everyday he will wrap with a white cloth and hand with sword to say NO to all the temptation. He will say Yes to Jesus and walk obiedently.Lord you empower his faith, so that he always feel the love from you more than anything else. No longer he will be chain, but set free and walk confidencely to Your narrow path!
In Jesus Name we Pray! AMEN

God Bless

9:37 AM  
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11:38 AM  

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