Dear God,

Let me not forgot how You had delivered me from my worries in the past, how You had proved Yourself time and time again to be faithful to Your word. Lord, You said that You will not put on my shoulders more than what I can bear, You will definately make a way out for me. So let me hold on to this hope, and also to Your word, trusting that You will always make a way. So give me strength to face this test of mine. Thank you for everything. All praises and glory be to You always.

Amen.

Gabriel

Super GT 2008

SuperGT 2008 kicked off with it's debut race at Suzuka 300KM circuit. I'll be supporting DOME RACING TEAM this year with their 2008 TAKATA 童夢 NSX.

while my friend will be continuing his loyal support to AUTOBACS RACING TEAM AGURI.

流年 - 王菲

愛上一個天使的缺點
用一種魔鬼的語言
上帝在雲端 只眨了一眨眼
最後眉一皺 頭一偏

愛上一個認真的消遣
用一朵花開的時間
你在我旁邊 只打了個照面
五月的晴天 閃了電

有生之年 狹路相逢 終不能倖免
手心忽然長出糾纏的曲線
懂事之前 情動以後 長不過一天
留不住 算不出 流年

遇見一場煙花的表演
用一場輪迴的時間
紫微星流過 來不及說再見
已經遠離我 一光年

SUGIZO – PERFUME
Lyrics, music & arrangement by SUGIZO
Album: C:LEAR

I start to see clearer now through the darker haze
Even though you've now gone away
I wish I'd held you close, much closer than just one apart
So close that of being one at flesh and heart

Haven't moved an inch from where I stood, I would if I could
From where you left me under my foot
I never felt anything like this before, I don't feel at all
These lonely nights...

I'll never fall in love, fall in love
Where is my love... -all the time-
I'll never fall in love, where is my love -all alone-

Can't seem to recall the touch, the kisses, two lovers playing
in the rays, I never thought I'd forget those loving days
All I can remember now is your fragrance lingering in the air
Perfume, how you even brightened up the moon...

I remember the smell, ah well, well, well
And it sank into the deepest cracks on the walls of my memories
I'll never love again...
a lonely boy

I'll never fall in love, fall in love
Where is my love... -all the time-
I'll never fall in love, where is my love -all alone-

The sweetest thing is gone where it once bloomed from
this ground, Was it just a dream, were you just a dream?

I'll never fall in love, fall in love
Where is my love... -all the time-
I'll never fall in love, where is my love -all alone-

I'll never fall in love, fall in love
Where is my love... I wish it all back
I'll never fall in love, fall in love
Where is my love... Just one more time

I stumble upon the fragrance of a memory
I thought I'd left behind
Your perfume still lingers in the air

Apparently "doing my best" wasn't good enough. Looks like i'll have to pack my bags and move on. Part of the saddest days in my life.

New start at BASF

I used to pass by this cool building called Menara Telekom every morning when i took LRT to college. Everytime i pass by i will stare at it for a moment and in my head I will be like, "those people are so lucky to be working in such a cool place". Never in my mind would i know that the new company BASF that i'm joining in is located there. Boy am i surprised.

First day was really anticipating. Got up extra early, you know, just in case. Always a BIG no-no to be late on the first day at work. Don't ever do that. Registered my temporary pass and id, took the lift and headed to the 25th floor. Recorded my attendance at the reception and wait for my supervisor to bring me in. I waited, and i waited, and i waited..... and i waited after an hour later, my boss finally arrived (haha) and brought me in. You'd be surprised that she wasn't the only one who came in late-2 other supervisors came in after her. Anyway I was brought to my workspace to put down my stuff and my boss took me around the building for a tour. Met my new colleagues: nice and wierd (yes) people.

The interior of the building is jaw-dropping C O O L. I feel like i'm working in a spaceship or spacestation or something. There are 3 levels and the level i'm in is made up of 2 departments- IT and HRS. It is linked by a glass-walled pantry which overlooks the entire KL city including our famous Petronas Twin Towers and KL Tower. The pantry has a glass door which leads to an open-air balcony so big it can place 9 cafe tables for us to hang out and have lunch. And the best thing is my cubicle is located beside the window and the cool view is just beside me. Talk about a great and efficient stress relieveing by just taking a short stare outside the window into the breathtaking scenery and KL city skyline.

Well, according to my schedule my first month will be training based- i'll be studying the HR procedures and workflows plus getting used to my interested stuff- SAP. I got to know that my current jobscope will be wide, really wide. I'll be working as a Human Resource Analyst - cum -payroll transfer - SAP admin -cum- simple internal application developer and Email watchdog. I'm really happy to get to hit the slides and powerpoints again. Missed studying so much since my college days.

Well heads up next month is the beginning of me getting on board in the team, and i already know what to expect. Good Lord have mercy and please guide me.

Goodnight.