Never Alone

I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make

You'd been around forever
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look

Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever

Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love

Enjoy now your long waited reward
Promised by our Heavenly Father above
What was taught to me, will be remembered long
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

Tomorrow got Katakana and Hiragana test. Haven't study yet. Die...

Stop pretending already... I'm really down and low in spirit. Sometimes i really wonder what am i good at. i really don't fit in to work. Sometimes the terms seemed so relevant and normal to other people where it never makes sense to me. My ideas never make sense to people and they question my working ability. Perhaps not a suitable job? It's only a polite way of saying that i suck. I know i shouldn't be worrying about this but currently it's just a bit too headache for me to think logically right now. Going out for a walk to ease my mind a bit. Lord please help me.